entry number 15

Death told me something i forgot about. but i've been thinking a lot about her lately...

this was kinda weird for me, but i was on my way to school ? on this very steep slope that led to a castle and was surrounded by 

little forests 

and bushes, 

and animals,,

except they were all corpses.

i was carrying them in my backpack.

i had gone around the dirt looking for them.

i thought they were beautiful.

i thought they deserved a second chance at being alive.

they'd make some gorgeous taxidermy.

they were stiff.

then he told me to put them back, i didn't wanna, i didn't have enough time, i just took my whole bag to the middle of the forest and took my things out. leaving the animals, behind.

he was relieved.

after going to the gate to leave, i realized that it led, to nowhere.

entry number 14

i met Death, she's very fashionable, she lives in a little house, actually it's a very modern looking place with big windows and a lovely rose garden.

she invited me inside when she saw me in her garden, i declined.

i was just sitting down enjoying the flowers while i was hiding,, i would not have imagined that someone like that lived there ?

and that they'd be so nice ?

i like her garden, it has very nice bush fences and pink roses everywhere. it was almost like they weren't even thorny at all.

the walls lead to a labyrinth in her backyard,, well,, she says that is not her backyard at all.

the labyrinth then turns into a forest, which looks a lot like it simply leads to nowhere. but when you go back far enough there's this place, covered in fog and moss where a train crosses by in a little hill, and there's this tree staircase ? it looks like the loge of a roman theater. but it's made of trees. 

entry number 13

i found a room that had stairs in the mall, they lead to nowhere.

what i saw however, i don't understand

i don't want to understand

there was a line of teenagers going up the stairs and,, jumping off.

there was a shallow little fountain with soft round stones under the last step of the staircase.

i can't go nowhere, can i?

entry number 12

i haven't been able to figure out what i'm forgetting,, but i've been hanging out in the mall that's near the grocery store with all the fish imagery..

i learned how to fly,,,, ? 

hart to explain, but somewhat,,, really easy ?

the mall has no staircases anywhere, there only ever a few elevators, but the beings in there always fly around the floors and there no doors on the bottom, only on the top.

it's always kinda merry in here, it feels like there's december decorations, but there's no trees. i can't really read any of the signs in here, but i really really like the food court, there's so many perfect looking ice cream shops. 

the beings have let me know that i shouldn't eat the ice cream. 

i cannot

understand

why 

:'(

entry number 11

 the sky always looks beautiful in this place

i feel like the sky here has feelings. the sky here is full of feelings. 

yesterday, i was sitting down in front of this wide beautiful window, someone was brushing my hair

my hair,, was long ?

very long

it felt so calming, there was not a single tangle in my head.

outside was the night.

the sky

the stars

the stars fell down from the sky... one by one, and later, all of them were gone.

the sky was black.

and down under the ground opened.

there was fire flowing out, sputtering tiny lights, like the stars had melted down below.

it was the end.