i wish he'd told me sooner
maybe then my heart wouldn't ache
it would be wrong to say i didn't suspect it
but i couldn't hope for it to be true
i guess the heart always knows the truth
i made many mistakes along the way but i'm sure i could've been much worse if i didn't hold a sense of self. Ah, how i wish i hadn't gotten so close to Matt, but still i don't regret it. i regret,,
i have some regrets, that i didn't do things right on the first try, but i guess in not a perfect being.
although,,,,,, perfect is truly rather subjective. particularly for them. i could NOT possiblY ever decipher what in the hell it means to have a perfect record.
even perfect beings make mistakes.
maybe that means i'm perfect after all.
