entry number 27

Matti… lied to me ?

his tattoo…

i cried a lot last night

but i was happy

entry number 26

that was such an ordeal, and for what? i went to buy another gadget, even tho the person in the store seemed confused about me, she said i’d never been there before ? she sold me my last gadget ?  the one i broke ?  this one doesn’t even look the same

entry number 25

i found a way to go back.

but it makes me feel so uneasy, it makes everything seem uncanny

i’m scared

it’s as if nothing happened.

entry number 24

it broke.

i,

i don’t even know how i feel about this, it broke and it feels like i’ve lived through this all before, i feel like i was able to save it,,   before ?

i should’ve been able to save it

again ?

and now i’m in this place, this neverzone, that’s what they called this place, they scare me but mostly, they’re so annoying, im avidly avoiding them, why did they have to laugh at me like that… seesh

all i got from their dumb speech is that i only have this weird wall to work with, or,,

the hallways.

entry number 23

time is passing, i can tell, we’ve been visiting many places with this gadget i got at the mall; the beings told me these are pretty popular, however they can be a bit dangerous.

i figure it can’t be worse than a vape.

it helps to get to the doors.

the beings warned me not to lend it, break it or let it get stolen when i’m out of the mainland

entry number 22

 it’s him again

entry number 21

Matti he, he’s been opening up to me, i did not hope to be friends with such a strange creature. he told me about his past lovers, they all seemed like nice men, it’s like all his love stories are very right person wrong time.

i love chatting over tea with him.

he told me that Jenni was able to talk once. i could not believe it at first but then things began to make sense.

i’ve been feeling scared of my own thoughts now, i almost wish he didn’t tell me, what if i’d,,

 

and what if i still wanted to taste those apples . . . ?